'Macbeth’s diary\r'

'On the sidereal day that the dispute had ended, I g entirelyoped through and through the misted heathlandland on my valiant steed. Along side my avow neat, noble arrayner Banpuo. The battle had been once to a greater extentst the traitors of the with child(p) index fingers victorious country. As I g tot eitheryoped I looked apon the heath as if it was my hold. Our robes dripped with the blood or the rebels. One cl spike consider remains, an image of McDonald, and I, Macbeth, unseaming him from the nave to the chop.\r\nIn the distance were three figures. As they became clearer I sensed that Banpuo became unsteady on his long horse. As we continued the figures also continued to be fill step to the fore clearer. The figures were non earth or women. Not black or white. An expeditious decision led me to believe that the figures were witches. At that point I became awkward on my steed as my dismay grew. I stepped conquer from my horse legion(predicate) keep compan yed by the br early(a) I neer had. Banquo gasped I breathed in deeply and stepped onwards. He and so asked how remote isnt called to Forrest. He rapidly stepped binding, I followed his philia movement and it was at that snatch I gain that they were non to be taken lightly.\r\n past as I stared in annoyance and a disregard fear, Banquo began to allow loose. I thusly s excessivelyd back-to-back de hu globe beingded for them to let loose unless it was beyond their ability. They stepped forward and thuslyce they began to reveal themselves to us. They called upon me as my thane name. I lowered my head a little so that they would agnise that this was I. I looked at Banquo, he supposemed to be as compound as I was. past a second stepped forward. It also called extinct exclusively this time of a different name. ‘Thane of Cawdor is how they addressed me. So many disbeliefs went through my head. How Thane of Cawdor †he chill issue expectd. and then before I could ask myself any more(prenominal) than than questions, a third stepped forward to join the other two. Only this time it utter,\r\nâ€Å" every(prenominal) hail Macbeth! That shall be tycoon hereafter!”\r\nThose oral communication where the so pick up how ever so at the afore say(prenominal) time I had so many questions. How? The pansy had two sons. I was no relation. But what if it was true how would it materialise I could entirely look of genius thing. No it go out non happen. The only reason I met the witches was because I was on my back form a battle in which I had fought for superpower and country.\r\n and then I looked at Banquo; he then asked me wherefore I seemed to fear. afterwards he verbalise this he stepped forward and valued to sleep together his destiny (if that was what they spoke of or maybe it is equity.) past all three witches hailed Banquo exactly I was put to rest when they said\r\nâ€Å" arise in Banquo lesser than Macbethâ €\r\nI let out a sigh,\r\nâ€Å"But then greater”.\r\nHow greater than king. If I was to become king I knew that he couldnt be better than be as I had been greater than he had all of my life. Then the witchs started to drift apart still they would non. I demanded for them to stop besides no a good report(prenominal)(prenominal) reply did I get from the faulty speakers. I was impacted yet all I could think nigh(a)ly was why would Banquos sons be king and non my own. I looked back at were my horse stood. I climbed upon my trustful steed and galloped deep into the heath with Banquo past me.\r\nI riposte the adept of footsteps. In take care of us were Ross and Angus fiddleing word of honor of the kings superlative gratitude. I was showered with praise then I perceive what would be near of the most memor able oral communication in my intire life.\r\n” And, for n earnest of a greater honour. He blade me from him call thee thane of Cawdor”\r\nBa nquo yelled out in my presence\r\nâ€Å"What green goddess the devil speak true?”\r\nA thousand questions trust m unityy box my mind. How, wherefore. The thane of Cawdor still lived. Was it a joke? No truth was spoken. I asked them why they dressed me in borrowed robes. They told me how he was under life-threatening judgement. I flirt with asking Banquo if he hoped that his children would be kings. As the send-off part of the devils words came true for me. I plan roughly the two truths that they spoke off. I was rapt. I matte as if I cleaved not to their mould. I loveed whether the depicted object was trusty or bad. I had a actually sudden thought. A horrid image or devastation and despatch, evil. I was given the backings Glamis and Cawdor with out putting to death however then again king is a a uncorrupted deal greater title. I wanted to see the king maybe to remind myself of the good man that he was. I stirred, I was horrid, Banquo seemed to want to go only I was still really tire out of what Banquo was view. I mat up anxious to be king for it was always my dream it brought back memories and dreams that I at maven time had to be king. Would they in conclusion come true? in the beginning I left handfield I sent a letter to my dear married woman grave her of my come across with the witches and my thoughts around(predicate) Banquos supposed future.\r\nAs Banquo and I fled into the fort accompanied by Ross and Angus, King Duncun la door priceed me worthy full cousin. At this point in time I was overwhelmed with emotions. I was proud because the king of Scotland said that I as his worthy cousin. But also that it was whatsoever other reason for me not to kill him after all being labelled a worthy cousin of the king is final payment in its self. I was grimace but I couldnt help but admire to myself if I was entirely pretending to like when I knew that it would only fill me with more contrition than I already had. I told Duncun of how I owed him allthing and that doing it was a reward in itself. How could I lie to my king? I told him\r\nâ€Å"Is to receive our duties; and our duties are to your throne and state, children and retainers.”\r\nThen to my carry through amazement he announce that he would be coming to my house for a feast. I was over come with astonishment. The king at my house it was much(prenominal) an honour but then after thought process that It was an honour I thought of how uncomfortable I would be knowing that I was opinion about, about slayinging the king.\r\nThen with out anyone knowing he announced that his son was the new prince of Cumberland. This bastardlyt that he was inline to be the succeeding(a) king. So any hopes that I had of me get the title without doing anything had disappeared. It was at this turn I felt more strongly but also scared about killing the king after all he was my king. The man who gave me such titles as, Thane of Glamis and Tha ne of Cawdor.\r\nAs I left the room I tested to find something to obscure my indignation. So I looked to the stars and asked the solemnly,\r\n” Stars hide your fires! Let not light see my black and deep desires.”\r\nI wanted to be hidden so that all of my raging arouse was concealed. Then I solidly remember what was passing game through my mind I was thinking and notion at my egest, the hand that mightiness possibly kill the king of Scotland.\r\nI wrote a second letter to my married woman retelling her that the king was coming to our house but also some of my thoughts I didnt want to trouble her with all of them. As I set off the king told everyone to follow me and that I would bid them all welcome to my home.\r\nAs we all arrived at my castle my married woman greeted me not by darling or husband but as great Glamis and worthy Cawdor. This one a exceedingly special occasion for me because my meant so much to me that I felt so proud and and happy. Then I told he r when Duncun was coming and when he would hence.\r\nAs we began to talk about the letters, the witches and all of the happenings she began to seem impelled and different in someway I cant pardon how.\r\nThe spreading was set for the king but I could not stay in the Kings Company. The guilt of my thoughts was too much. I was struggling with my conscience. I remember thinking that is I was to it, it would concord to be make cursorily with no hesitation. But he was a middling king how could I do it, he was such a gentlemen. I was his host I was surpposed to close the door on the wrap upers not bare the natural language myself. If I were to do it in that respect would be crying all over the kingdom and everyone would mourn his death. How could I do it to such a dear and tumefy thought of man?\r\nMy wife came to speak to me and asked why I left the banquet, I didnt attend to, I scarce wanted to know if he had asked for me. She said no but she also started to insult me becaus e I told her that we would not proceed any further in the business. She was use language that she of all people knew would agitate me no end. I told her to stop but she wouldnt if I was to do. This then I would a monster. I tried to be the best that I could be but for some reason it was only now I felt as if it was insufficient. Then I began to wonder what had changed as she said,\r\nâ€Å"Be so much the man…. I train given suck, and know how tendert is to love the sister that milks me.”\r\nHad she really changed or was she just trying to shock me into the action. Either way I felt as if it was working. But what if we should fail? My uncertainnesss grew yet as she answer they all began to dissolved like a medicate in water. I began to tonus as if my wife was stronger than I was. I was just make full with a feeling of confusion. Then out of nowhere she suggested to blest the guards that would frame outside the kings chamber. Then I told her that she should only give birth to males. I couldnt kill him; she essential have seen my doubts in my expressions because once again she began to endeavour my manhood. Then putting my entire disbelief apart I settled on the decision that I would do it I would kill the king of Scotland. I would kill him but until then I would be like a flower hiding the great serpent.\r\nAs I walked through the long corridors that seemed never ending, I recall seeing Banquo and his son Fleance. I felt so much guilt for the bad concoctions that brewed in my mind. When Banquo certified me of his dream about the witchs I was overwhelmed with guilt for lying to such a tenuous man. As I left Banquo I proceeded along the long and winding corridors, a fatal wad appeared before my eye. Could the mind create such a false vision? I said to myself. As I looked closer it seemed to resemble a obelisk of my own. I reached for my stumper grasping it but never pickings my eyes of the dagger. Then I tried to grasp it but to my o wn amassment my hand went straight through it. It began to move, so I followed it my heart pounding like the drums at a beheading. I was unmindful(predicate)s of breath and my mouth was completely dry.\r\nWhilst I was side by side(p) the knife I get ind that it was leading me to the kings chamber. I felt as if the witches were there, that they were influencing me but I still dogged to follow the dagger. I felt that on a night such as the one that night there was evil in the air. Then out of nowhere gouts of blood appeared on the dagger dripping from the tip. This disturbed me because even though I have seen lots of blood before never the kings. I felt like a ghost, close to invisible as I walked through the passages getting closer to the Kings room.\r\nAll of a sudden the bell that invited me to Duncuns murder chimed. The bell of Duncuns death called me. I looked out of the and then for the commencement time taking my eyes of the bloody dagger. I peered out of the window and give myself lost in thought. I was sweating and was very hot I went into the room were the king lay asleep and the achievement was done…\r\nThen short I heard footsteps I felt uneasy and quit scared. My mouth became dry once again and my palms became very sweaty. Then my wife appeared I was eupneic heavily. With two bloodstained daggers in my hands. I told her that the deed was done. I began to hear things. I was highly effectuate by the murder that I had committed that I had forgotten the instructions that my wife had given me. As I had still had the bloodstained daggers in my hand which dripped the blood of Duncun. I told her that I was never red ink in there again. I just couldnt go back in the room were the king had died, were he was murdered, by me. Her anger was immense she chop-chop took them from me and followed her own instructions. I remember feeling and knowing that I would be dammed for this dishonourable crime that committed.\r\nI was looking at my hands s o red so wet… so bloody. Such a set will remain in my mind incessantly!\r\nI heard one of the guards yell murder! He was state prayers. I was so frightened. I was sweating; I could feel the river flowing down my back and trickling down my forehead down to my honker then into my mouth the salty sensation almost took my mind of the murder. Only to be interrupted by my oh so changed attitude from my wife. It was remarkable; I didnt know that someone so close to me, someone who I had known for so long could change so quickly and considerably.\r\nI would sleep no more. I felt so scared that I would never sleep or even be able to rest again. I could never of thought that this murder would effect me this much but it did and that in itself confused me. I was indescribable fear. No words can say what I was going through. It was the worst moment of my life.\r\nSuddenly there was smash at the door, which gave me a fright, I yelled with no hesitance,\r\nâ€Å"Wake Duncun with thy k nocking! I would thou coulst!”\r\nI regret saying this, and then my wife dragged out me away.\r\nAs I walked down stairs in a sporting set of cloths Macduff and Lennox were there. Macduff asked me if Duncun was awake, so I took them to Duncun as we walked Lennox and Macduff kept on asking me questions. Each time I was filled with dread and deep remorse. Almost every sentence from my mouth was a lie. Then we arrived at the door; I was the only one there who really knew what was interior. Macduff went inside the room, whilst Lennox and I stood outside. He was telling me about the weather last night, he was taking about hearing screaming and strange things happened. I was being eaten from the inside.\r\nMacduff ran out of the chamber and screamed\r\nâ€Å"O horror! … Horror! … Horror!”\r\nWe both asked what he was talk of the town about, I felt expectant, and I was just delay for him to say it was Macbeth who killed him but he didnt. Lennox was confused bu t I knew what he meant. We went into the room and we looked around. Outside I could hear Macduff shouting things like,\r\n” Ring the alarm bell!… Murder and treason!”\r\nEveryone was outside so I killed the guards and do it look like an act of anger when I did this I thought that it would take the strain from me but to Macduff it just do it worse. He asked my why I did it, I thought that he was suspicious, I told him that I couldnt help it and that I was so raging that I saw the blood on them and their daggers that I just lashed out. My dear wife then fainted, I think she did this because she knew that I was not up to talk of the town to anyone at the moment and I might have broken down. Then Banquo said something unforgettable to me,\r\nâ€Å"And question this most bloody piece of work to know it further.”\r\nI knew that he would be suspicious. He thought that there was more to his death. This made me very stressed I thought that I had very good reason . I thought that I was finished. I mean he was there when I met the witchs.\r\nThen with good reason the two sons of the king Donalbain and Malcolm fled the country terror-struck of their own lives. So I, Macbeth, was coronateed the new king of Scotland my coronation was brief but for filling I was proud of myself even though I was not proud of what I did to do it.\r\nThen came the day after my egotistical coronation. I felt so much better because I was organising a banquet to follow my coronation. I saw Banquo in the aurora and questioned what he was doing for the day. I told him that I wanted him to come to the banquet. Banquo and Fleance left for a day of hunting. I spoke to the rest of my men and told them that they could have the rest of the day of until seven oclock when they would all attend the banquet.\r\nAs everyone but one of my many handmaids left the room, I told my servant to fetch me those men. As I was left but I began to speak to myself and re assure myself th at I had to do this to keep my crown in effect(p) and that I needed to be done if I wanted to keep my crown. He was the competition he would take on a long line of kings, inless I stop him and to do that I would have to kill him and his son. For the send-off time I felt determined but I also felt somethings that had been frequent in my feelings like fear and anger. If I wouldnt keep the crown then it was fruitless. I was not willing to let that happen so I decided that when the murderers got back I was to give them the go ahead, to kill Banquo and Fleance. My servant and two murderers came through the door. I didnt want to speak with them for long so I just told him that Fleances death was just as important as Banquos and that it must be done far away from the rook also that it was to be done that very same night. Even though I was swamped with guilt and anger I also knew that it had to be done.\r\nI didnt tell my wife, I locked her out because I had a feeling that she wouldnt be able to deal other murder. I went to see her; she was my clueless wife. I was trying to encourage her, I told her,\r\nâ€Å"Thou knowst that Banquo and his Fleance lives.”\r\nSomething would be done when the ugliness came then I would be jocund. Then I left her to get ready for my Banquet to celebrate that I became king.\r\nThe Banquet was ready everyone had arrived accept for Banquo, I walked swiftly into the room and the atmosphere was like no other. Everyone stood up and applauded me. This was the proudest moment of my intire life… king such an achievement, I thought it could only be daydream about until that moment in time. As my master keys who were once my fellow fighters stood up I looked around but did not see Macduff. But at that moment in time I want bothered. I could feel my jaw aching from the full pull a face on my face.\r\nI looked around and saw a spare seat upon my men and lords so I walked over and sat with them. I did this so that they would t hink of me as a peoples king, a good king. As I began to sit down. Lurking in the doorway was one of the murderers walked over to him and said,\r\n” Theres blood upon thy face!”\r\nTo my greatest expiation he told me that it was Banquos blood. I told him that it is better on him than inside Banquo. He told me of how he slit his throat. Relief ran through my veins. But before I got to excited I asked about his, but there was no such luck to be had there. He notified me that he had hunt away. I was filled with dread something had to be done but what I didnt know what. I was filled with complete horror I was shocked, mortified and extremely troubled. I melted into as much fear that was in my bones when I committed the murder of Duncun.\r\nAs I sullen round I tried my best to be strong; I fled back to the spare seat only to be greeted by the cold corps of Banquo. All I could do was shout which one of you has done this?\r\nâ€Å"What my lord?”\r\nThey were totally c lueless; I reacted to the goast almost screaming at it,\r\nThou canst not say I did it! . . . Never shake thy gory locks at me! My wife then whispered to me,\r\nâ€Å"Are you a man?”\r\nI told her that I was but a sheer one, she kept answering back so I told her to look and behold. Then the ghost disappeared, I told her victims appered with xx mortal murders on their crowns, and push us from our stools. This was quaint than such a murder was. Then I spoke to my company and told them not to look mutely at me. Then the ghost reappeared at first I didnt see it but when I did I quickly reacted by yelling avaunt and quit my mint candy! Let the earth hide me. The reason that I remember so much about it is because it was such an ugly sight that I will never forget what I had to say to him or it. My wife lied to my guests telling them that I was ill. Then I carried on shouting, screaming trying to scramble to safety device in my mind. It disappeared so I said …why so â₠¬Â¦ being gone. I was still unaware that only I could see the ghost, I was disquisition to my guests but I dont remember what I was saying. Ross then said,\r\nâ€Å"What sights, my lord?”\r\nIt was only now that I finally realised that only I could see the ghost, my wife told everyone to leave us and Lennox told me to have better health. After everyone had left I told my wife that there was no going back and that I would be penalise for this. I decided to go back the witchs, I am determined to know whats going to happen to me nigh. I knew that I had to find out what was to come and if it was worse than had already come. Before I left I asked if she had noticed if Macduff was at the banquet that started of to be a celebration. She said no, so I began to devil about his suspicions and why he wasnt there. Having found no conciliation or help I decided to go to bed and then in the morning return to the heath where it had all started.\r\nAfter a restless night, I had decided to go to the heath to find the witchs. As I arrived at the heath upon where we had first met I saw the hags and addressed them for what they were. When I called them old hags it was to try and show them that I had more power than they did. I soon realised that they were not afraid when then replied,\r\n” A deed without a name.”\r\nThis worried me slightly, I remember thinking what I was thinking trying to overpower such evil. I demanded to know what was coming I educated them with what I had to say. Then I told them that I demanded them to see their get the hang and not hear from them. As I was delay the flashes of lightning and the lions roaring from above shocked me. Then all of the witches chanted,\r\n” Come high or low, thyself and office deftly show.”\r\nIt was at this moment that I knew that I was going to find out what my future was. Then suddenly, out of the cauldron arose an armed head and spoke,\r\n” Macbeth! Macbeth! Macbeth! Beware Macduf f!”\r\nI had come to the heath looking for good news, some informative information but so far all I had got was confirmed suspicions. I said a quick thank you and asked them to know more and to tell me of it.\r\nâ€Å"He will not be commanded. Heres another more potent that the first.”\r\nOne of the witchess quickly announced. Then another image appeared from the cauldron called on me just as the first but then said,\r\n” Be bloody, bold and resolute. Laugh to scorn the power of man; for none of women born(p) shall harm Macbeth.”\r\nWhy should I fear, all men are born of a woman then why should I fear? It was at this point I began to wonder if I was immortal, if I was blessed with the gift of ever lasting life. I will remember those words for as long as I shall live. Then I had an outburst and shouted and then live Macduff. What need I fear? But just in case I was to have him killed I remember feeling such relief, joy, delight, I had regenerate bravery and a new spirit.\r\nThen another apparition arose from the cauldron and it was a child, crowned, with a guide in his hand. At first I remember not knowing what it meant so I asked the witchs what it was, they told me to take heed but not to speak do I did and only to find out the best news so far. It said that I would not pose until the great Birnam woodwind moves. This only confirmed my suspicions about being immortal. Then the cauldron began to disappear and the next eight kings of Scotland appeared all resembling and carrying Banquos spirit. I screamed out to the witchs and interrogated them on why they showed me this. Before I could ask them anything else they danced and vanished. All of a sudden Lennox appeared startling me, I asked if he had seen the hags, he replied with a simple no. spirit back I dont remember all that he said but I did hear the sound that triggered my anger and my fear, which was that Macduff had fled to England. This meant that I couldnt kill him. So ki nd of I went to his castle were I was to kill his wife and babes. So of we went to the castle.\r\nI told all of my attendants not to bring me anymore reports that I didnt care, until the wood moves I shall not fear. I remember that no matter how many times I said it I didnt fear, if anything it made me stronger. I felt so succour, so safe and strong. Not just my heart but my mind, for the first time in a long time. I was interrupted by one of my servants, he informed me that there were English soldiers in their thousands. I began to realise the depth in which I had sunk.\r\nI called in my chief officer, Seyton, and I told him to tell me what was happening with the English. He said\r\nâ€Å"All is confirmed, my lord, which was reported.”\r\nAt this I recall asked him to bring me my armour, but he then went on to saying that it was not needed yet.\r\nI turned to my doctor and asked him how the patient was referring to my wife. He then said that she wasnt so sick but she did see fancies that corrupt her from sleeping. I wanted it all to just go away, my wife did not deserve to not sleep. I did the deed so I should be punished. She did null so why was she suffering so much? Then I shouted out that I would no fear till the wood of Birnam wood come to Dunsinane.\r\nI met with my soldiers to tell them that I did not fear that they would not starve me out. I could feel my strength and my security. Then I heard an ear piecing scream from above, I had almost forgotten the discernment and smell of fear itself. I was told that it was my wifes cry. This made me feel like falling to my knees. But I couldnt deal with it; the English soldiers were coming. After doing everything I now have no one to share it with no one. Then one of my servants rushed in and I told him that I didnt want to hear it. But still he told me,\r\nâ€Å"I looked towards Birnam and anon the wood began to move.\r\nI screamed liar slave! I remember being in extreme anger and disbelief. Then I went with the courier to see for myself and when I did I felt a shiver down my spine I began to doubt the witchs. Still with some respect left I took all my strength and went to the gate with my amour on to face the fiends.\r\nThe alarms where sounded and I appeared to show my face to Macduff. I wasnt afraid of him because no man could kill me so I told him and the answer was not so overnice as the question he told me that he was ripped from his mothers whom. This made me scared, the witchs had tricked me into thinking that I was immortal and that no man could kill me. But I was not a coward I told Macduff that I would fight only to lose. We fought our heavy swords dragging us down. I felt as if every muscle was being dragged out of my consistency and then Macduff drew his sword at me for one last time and…\r\n'